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Alright.  Let's talk goals.


Lately I've been thinking about where I'm going in life.  What the hell I am suppose to be doing.  As some people know, I have been networking like there is no tomorrow.  I have met a few really cool people, and a lot of duds, but it has been totally worth it.  A few of them are my most favorite people I've ever met.


I've been thinking about relationships.  I've come to the conclusion that there are things that I need to do for myself before I can be good for someone else.  It might take me six months to better myself, and it might be a year.  I don't know yet.  But I do know that I need to do this, for me.  Not for anyone else.  So I have planned out a few goals for myself to complete in the next two years.  They are all completely revolving about making me feel better.  I am going to be entirely self centered and vain for once in my life. I figure if I have them out like this for everyone to see, I feel like a complete looser if I don't prove to everyone that I can do this.


So here we go, in order of when I will complete:


1.  Write in in my blog a couple times a week


I'm hoping it will help me with my writers block I've had for a few months. And who doesn't want to read about my life, duh.


2.  Drink more water


I don't drink hardly enough.  And it's good for you, bitches.


3.  Read books about nutrition for vegetarians


I have no idea how to eat properly.  I either eat too much of all the wrong things, or not enough of the things I need.  Every cell in my body is screaming at me to fix this.


4.  Get B's and A's on my grades next semester


I have really bad grades right now.  Enough said.


5.  Spend more time with my younger sister, Emily


I might not live here with her much longer.  I'm kind of mean to her sometimes, and I want her to remember good stuff about me. Don't know if that is possible at this point but I am going to try.  When my parents die, she might be the only family I've got left.


6.  Loose 30 pounds


I've always struggled with this.  However, because of my new exciting esophagus problems it might be easier than ever to loose weight;  due to my restricted food options.  I'm going to a metabolism specialist, and possibly going to get a nutritionist.  Starting this week I will get some sort of activity everyday, and eat way different.  I realize I will have to continue this for the rest of my life.  However, it is either this and reduced pain and no hernia surgery, or pain and hernia surgery.  My options are vast, I know.


7.  Travel places I have never been


Maybe my Internet friends can help me out with this one, yes??  I want to see the world eventually, but we will start small.


8.  Get tattoos


I'm incorporating this one into me loosing weight.  Kind of like my reward.  Totally inspiring, right?  


Anyways, I am feeling really, super, amazingly, good lately.  Expect happy posts! Yay :D


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